Never having had the attention of your father, except when he was angry, you have come to equate love with violence. So, you sought a man who would dominate you. Instead, you found a man who simply loved all the things you did. You became frustrated: he didn't hit you - didn't he love you? But something in you persevered. Soon, you found this man was discoursing with a man inside you: they had each other's eyes. You wielded the energy of method and began to walk with confidence, rather like a man yourself. This was your birthright.