You are neither cruel nor apathetic, but it has been said of you that you do not care for other people. You look after them, but in the end you would rather not see them much. This isn't coldness, in your view, but a mark of love and respect.
Around and around we go, each in our own holding pattern. If you knew what was coming, you would not pray quite so hard for change.
I am a ghost walking among you: My heart is in the void. Therefore, I am enervated by your wishes, and you are exaspertaed by mine. When we are in the sunshine, enjoying simple things, this is a cause for celebration. Now, though, it is a serious misunderstanding. We contemplate each other through the glass.